we got caught

We were at Mulholland Dr. like at 12 in the morning last week. Went through the fence... And we got caught by the rangers. They gave us a ticket.
And one of the stupid rangers made a comment about Radiohead fans' intelligence. I just remembered when I saw this...

promise womise.

I promise that I will Love like I've never been hurt :)

Scouts honor.

truth.

"What does that mean know me, know me, nobody ever knows anybody else, ever! You will never know me."

-Shannon Sossamon in The Rules of Attraction

Love Birds

Evidence of their "lesbianship"...


or is it?

design.

I want this in my house.

In my future shell bathroom.

It's true...

You've probably realized by now that I am a love machine. All I write about is love. All I think about is love. Love for music, for art, for people, for life, for love.

Everything I do and feel is out of love these days.

And you know what? It's the only way to go.

Total hippie supreme.

Disclaimer: I don't necessarily love you though. :/ But rest assured... I like you. :)

mhmm.

Required to read this blog: Must listen...

"Love comes when manipulation stops; when you think more about the other person than about his or her reactions to you. When you dare to reveal yourself fully. When you dare to be vulnerable. "
-Dr. Joyce Brothers

All is fair in love and war.

Yesterday was jam packed with events.

So after my philosophy class I went home to my roomate and my neighbor smoking hookah and drinking wine in the living room. It was awesome. We talked and talked and talked until we realized it was 1 in the morning.

What I got from our talk:
1. wine and hookah go together like PB & J
2. i'm a hopeless romantic. i love love.

All these questions about love and heart break and relationships came up. Finally, it wasn't about me this time. haha. My neighbor is going through a break up - a bad one. I wish the Ariana today would have been able to talk to the Ariana 6 months ago. I would have told her A LOT. That girl is totally different. I can't even connect with me 6 months ago. Don't even know who she is! I was looking at my neighbor and I told her the same thing. "Just wait until 5 months go by- 6 months, 7 months... You'll see." And it true. Time heals everything.
When you're heart broken anything anyone tells you goes through one ear and out the other though. I remember my friends dragging me out and I would hate it or when they'd give me advice... I would take it... But it would still hurt. But little by little I felt better. The more and more I DJ'd I'd feel better. It's about taking baby steps and surrounding yourself with TRUE FRIENDS and positive people. Tell your family RIGHT AWAY about the break up. Tell your friends and anyone else that knew about the relationship. Cut all contact if possible from that person. Let yourself be sad. Listen to The Smiths, The Cure and Bjork over and over. Cry yourself to sleep. Allow yourself to be depressed- It's good for you. Write letters to that person and never send them. Give back all their stuff. Reflect on the relationship. Focus on yourself. Fix those problems you swept under the rug. No alcohol for awhile and lots of exercise. Working out helps with heart break. TRUST. AND DO NOT. I REPEAT. DO NOT get a rebound. Typically it will take half the time you were together to get over it. 2 years= 1 year. 1 year= 6 months.

I believe that true love exists. I believe that TRUE love takes time though. Sometimes you can just feel it with someone right away. I've felt that before. From what I've seen through friends and family... From what I've experienced and what has been advised to me... The faster the word Love is thrown in... The relationship starts to get shaky. The faster it starts- the quicker it ends :/

"What starts in chaos- ends in chaos."

DJ AM and Travis Barker

Super bummed. I had a blast and a half this weekend but I got a text early Saturday morning from DJ MisterE and my stomach did a little flip. I wasn't around any television or radio... I was just going NUTS.

As you all know they've been collaborating and they have a mixtape out called "Fix Your Face" and they've been touring for it.

Get it here... http://trvsdjam.com/

l-o-v-e

"At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet."
-Plato

So true.

I love love. Not in it with anyone now but have been. And it's the most incredible, the scariest, deepest, most amazing thing that I've ever felt. Twice. I was 16. Then 18.
And it doesn't matter what it really was. But what I thought/felt it was then that counts.

Last night during my Art History class my professor was lecturing around The Renaissance period and how at that time being in love with someone other than God was a sin to the Christians. It was radical. It was too Godly- which made it ungodly to everyone else. Everyone felt it- but no one really talked about it because you should only feel that way about God. That was until someone wrote a book about his love for a woman. (Forgot his name Eeek. I'll check notes.) At this point Humanism was in full bloom. So were ideas, feelings, and ultimately art. But all this - all this passion and questioning stems from Love. Therefore, love is to life as heart is to body. Love makes us human. Humanity is existence. All is love.

-Ariana

Matters of the heart.

Today I was talking to someone about life.
Stuff. Things that I've never talked about with anyone before.
And I must say, I am so happy.

no one on the corner...

M.I.A. - Paper Planes (Lapse Remix)

I remember when I first heard MIA I was 17. 4 years ago. Franky Romero showed me the way. Not only that he's the one that introduced me to Ladytron, The Chromatics, Dirty Sanchez, and Gravy Train. After the age of 16 my musical world COMPLETELY changed. Thank you Franky Romero.

Shed some light. Shed some light on things.

"Take it slow. Take it easy on me."

Seriously, take it slow. Patience is confidence and confidence is extremely attractive.

MP3: Feist - My Moon My Man (Boys Noize remix)

Feist - 1234 (My!Gay!Husband! Get Up Kid Edit)

Oh Leo.

That's him chillaxing.

"If so many men, so many minds, certainly so many hearts, so many kinds of love."
-Leo Tolstoy

Oh Leo, I've never met you, my grandparents weren't even alive when you died...
But your words will live forever and ever. ::sighs::
You's gotz to readz his stuffz.

He wrote a book called What is Art? in 1897 and he talks about what makes good art good and bad art bad. Tolstoy said basically that good art needs to have three very important elements: it needs to be clear, sincere and the emotion behind it should be singular (from one experience). The way he put it together was eye opening. I recommend this to any artist - basically... Everyone.

It's Monday.

It feels like a Monday.
Isn't it weird how we can feel what day it is? or at least we think we can feel.

This weekend was a 10 out of 10. It was a 9.5 yesterday when someone asked me. But it went up .5 after last night. I DJ'd Saturday for 6 hours and that party... Totally legendary.


I want to go mimis like her.

I was obsessed with LA Riots remix of "Diamonds in The Dark" by Mystery Jets almost a year ago. I spinned it on Saturday night and it all CAME back!

Right Click or click. Whatevs.

I said I'd do it. So I do'd it.